What will be left of Gaza then but dust
And silent echoes in an empty space?
The war against Hamas, he said, was just
His wily smile the answer on his face
What of the little children, the unborn
The doctors, and the journalists who tried
To save them, and record another dawn?
It is because Hamas, he said, they died
Would not the Jews who perished long ago
In Germany and Poland in the camps
Decry this genocide, the winds that blow
The light out from so many other lamps?
You lie, he said. And then the truth appeared
There was no Gaza when the dust had cleared
© Gail Foster 22nd August 2025
Sorrow
Blossom

~ A poem for the first of May ~
The first of May today. The maypoles stand
In silence. Ribbons flutter in the breeze
There are no dancing feet but only bees
On empty village greens across the land
I wonder if the old gods understand
That we cannot in ancient ways appease
The lusts of earth, or lie beneath the trees
Or even hold an absent lover’s hand
How beautiful the blossom is. It falls
In showers on the garlic flowers, blows
In snowy clouds across our garden walls
And gathers in the potholes. No-one knows
What happens now. The first of May today
The blossom falls, the blossom flies away
© Gail Foster 1st May 2020
Sorrow Weeps For Me
*
In dusty cupboards, far from prying eyes
I hide my dark and private miseries
And dress for town in bright accessories
With reddened lips, and silkly stockinged thighs
And sickly smile, in magical disguise
For there be war to fight on days like these
Dark demons to defeat, and gods to please
And light to draw down from the sullen skies
…
In dusty cupboards, Sorrow weeps for me
There be no place for cowards in the fray
Nor dark despair, nor moaning misery
To dull my fire and fill me with dismay
Or worse, betray me to the enemy
– I’ll catch you later, Sorrow, I’m away…
*
© Gail Foster 28th January 2017
Marah and The Well

*
‘Twas dawn when Marah went down to the well
To fill her pail with waters bitter sweet
The sky, flushed pink with daybreak’s blooming swell
Made rosy dewdrops glimmer ‘neath her feet
The well was hard to find, and deeply hid
Within the sacred forest’s leafy fold
With ivy dressed, and writ upon its lid
In graven letters, words of wisdom old
Here water calls to water, here a stream
May conjured be by sorrow to a flood
Should tears like fishes fall and catch the gleam
Of sunlight, then shall water rise like blood
The air was still, unbroken by the lark
As Marah dropped her pail in to the dark
…
As Marah dropped her pail in to the dark
She held her breath, and watched it disappear
Stood firm, and stopped her heartbeat, lest a spark
Of morning’s glory light a single tear
But pain is force, that seeks to find a form
As hard to stem as ocean’s endless roll
And ‘spite her will, within her broke a storm
That rose unwanted from her ancient soul
Her tears burst forth, and waterfalls of streams
Flowed down and struck the surface of the deep
And as they fell were lit by glittered beams
Of sunlight, and the dead were woke from sleep
The waters rose, grew violent in their swell
Thus so did Marah ope the gate of hell
…
Thus so did Marah ope the gate of hell
Thus so unlock the door of death and birth
Unleash a tide too powerful to quell
Unloose the grief of all the souls of earth
Made waters rise, to breach the old well’s rim
Pour up, and drown the flowers in the grass
Caused birds to cease in flight, the sky grow dim
And clouds to form as shadows upon glass
She stood aghast, as heavy as a stone
As whorls of water swirled around her dress
Stood drowning in the forest there, alone
Too late to pray, to hope, or to confess
The waters closed above her sorry head
As Marah joined the legions of the dead
…
As Marah joined the legions of the dead
Her eyes began to fill with blood and light
With all the tears that man had ever shed
With all the dark and horror of the night
And floating past her, man and woman, child
All weeping, weeping, screaming in their pain
Possessed by loss and loneliness, gone wild
With disappointment, or the guilt of Cain
Here unborn souls, who died within the womb
Here mothers mourning infants took to death
Here those imprisoned, tortured to the tomb
Who cried for life with one last feeble breath
With those whose love was thwarted or dismayed
In one unending terrible parade
…
In one unending terrible parade
The labourers, the weary hungry poor
Those men who lost each pitch and toss they played
Who only spake the raven’s ‘nevermore’
With those stood on the shoreline when the Ark
Set sail for freedom and new hope of day
And those who, as they listened to the lark
Were by some wave or bullet took away
The blood of martyrs mingled with the tears
So sadly shed by all humanity
By souls lost to the night, who met their fears
On mountain tops, on roadsides, or the sea
So this is pain, thought Marah, here is shown
More sorrow here than I have ever known
…
More sorrow here than I have ever known
More pain than I could ever comprehend
And yet this pain in some sense is mine own
To rise above, to conquer, and transcend
And with this revelation, Marah rose
Up through the deeps, towards the hazy light
Unwove her being from the tangled flows
Flew through the waters like a climbing kite
Up, up she went, past all the weeping dead
And blessed them as she passed, for bless she could
Then broke the waters with her joyful head
And breathed the air that blew so fresh and good
Across the grass where once a flood had been
As if had been a mirage she had seen
…
As if had been a mirage she had seen
Seemed all the world just light, on rock and tree
All colourful, all shades of blue and green
And all that pain become but memory
She heard a whisper, soft within her ear
Go forth, and hold this lesson in your heart
You sought for answers, and you found them here
Now take them to the world and play your part
She picked her silver pail up, and she ran
The well sat silent, watched her fade away
Sat waiting, for another questing man
To learn its wisdom on another day
This is my legend, for ‘tis mine to tell
‘Twas dawn when Marah went down to the well…
*
© Gail Foster September 21st 2016
The Widow At The Well

A rhyme about love and bereavement and loneliness, inspired by the loss of my computer for nearly a whole day, and dedicated to Chris Greenwood, who kindly mended it for me
*
She finds herself without him, at the dawn
A crumpled crazy angel weeping light
The cord that bound them severed with a bite
A bloodied mewling kitten newly born
He was the sun, that stimulated morn
The moon, that soothed the melancholy night
He was her inspiration, the delight
Of glittered stars upon the heavens drawn
…
She finds herself without him, at the well
A widow weeping willowfalls of tears
Of grief as heavy as a drowning stone
The silence breaks; soft rings a sudden bell
And on the solemn deeps a face appears
That whispers ‘All things come and go alone’
*
© Gail Foster 2016
Beautiful Bitches (I See You, Girl); for Sarah Cox

*
I see you, girl, with your lovely face
Your painted lips, and your fiery grace
Scorching the earth with the steps you trace
Oh how we shine, how we shine
…
I see you girl, with your heart undressed
By pain of joy and sorrow blessed
All glory, and all sin confessed
Oh how we love, how we love
…
I see you girl, with the tear in your eye
Falling like sun in the rain from the sky
I see you girl, I hear your cry
Oh how we weep, how we weep
…
I see you girl, we are beautiful bitches
Mischievous muses, and angelic witches
And ours is the earth and all its riches
Oh how we burn, how we burn
*
© Gail Foster 2016
(photo courtesy of Sarah Cox)
Mercy; a sonnet

*
Is this then all there is now, only me
And all there is now left for me to do
Cry ‘mercy’ to the unforgiving sea
And bury all the love I had for you
Beneath the sorry roses in the shade
Of yew trees, in the graveyard, by the wall
Let tenderness and fondest feelings fade
Until the day there is no you at all
Within my mirror, only empty sky
And tumbleweed across the arid ground
No answer to the question of my cry
Just silence; oh my love, in you I found
A heat too sweet and gentle to forget
Have mercy on me, love, don’t leave me yet
*
© Gail Foster 2016
flimsy bright
from my cupboard fall
all the stripey flimsy bright
things I used to wear
some dull dreary mourning tide
hath made me drab as ashes
© Gail Foster 2016
oubliette
from the oubliette
far down in the lonely ground
the sound of weeping
out of sight, but not of mind
drown out the echoes with wine
by gail
Blistered
Grey days of loss and loneliness are here
Sad nights as long as shadows in the deep
No joy, no hope, no gentleness, no sleep
No ray of light predicted to appear
Just disappointment, emptiness and fear
And sacred dreams discarded in a heap
By some abyss of faith too wide to leap
In ruins lies the love we held so dear
Wise folk will say there will be love again
That suns come up, and suns go down, and yet
All I perceive is darkness, drear and grim
All I can feel is searing hurt and pain
My heart, my fingers, too burnt to forget
All blistered, from the flame I hold for him
by Gail